Ok, at this point in life, I'm seeing a Therapist (or phychologist or something) because...I have a disorder. I was nervus a few weeks ago telling this to my Creative Writing class, because she liked me to tell a person or two about it. I took a big step by telling a classrom full of kids around my age, but now I think I'm gonna take a bigger step by telling those who care out there.




I have a condition called aspergurs. Bassically, it works a bit like ADD/ADHD, but it makes me more creative. This explains why I am writing this BIONICLE story and why I love BIONICLE and why I can draw so good.

The down side? Well, when it comes to being social,...*sigh* I can hardly speak to people...at all. I don't know what to talk about. I can't relate with them. I'm not interested into cars, not a gamefanatic, and sertantly not harsh like some of those boys at school are.

Don't even think about making a joke out of this. If you do, then I'd wish you had the smarts to not say a thing or wish you had a heart. Either way, you don't care. One kid made a joke about it and got me so pissed off in that same class, that I was about to knock his jaw off! But lets not get too mad right now. *sigh* Anywho...

When I say that everone is equall, no mater your status, color, religin, etc., I'm telling the truth. But sometimes, when I look at mself and at the things that I like and love(dragons, BIONICLE, being chivalrus in a way, my quietness), I feel like everyone else is normal and I'm not. All I ever wanted was a dream come true, friends that would be by my side, and to fall in love, for the first and only time, with a young ladie fair in beauty and heart.

I'm not expecting remors or anything, I just want to be heard. All in all, I try to fit in, I really do....I just can't. Sometimes... I feel like I don't belong here. Like I'm supposed to be...someplace else.

There. I said it. That's all.